10.21.2006
what to say? what to say? as if i could ever say what i really wanted to...my mind can never seem to find the words. my thoughts are so loud...
what do i want to say? what do you want to hear? does it matter?
my mind has been on warp-speed this week and not working efficiently or coherently even. its like one of those art projects where the paper spins and then you squirt paint onto it and it makes a cool swirling picture. one color never seems to suffice, so you put on another...then another....and another. it looks fantastic and random at the end and there is a complete lack of organization. yep, that's my brain. i keep tapping into strange areas of it that seem to only be accessible when i feel a certain way or if it is a certain time of day. are all of a person's ideas already thought and when you think of an idea you are just finally finding it in your brain and releasing it? now there's a weird concept...hmmm.
as opposed to telling you all of the stuff that's happened the past month, i'm going to write a series of words of thoughts i had or things i experienced, take what you will from it:
college. rain. flurries. squirrels. shock. separateness. caffiene. angst. literature. traveling. eyes. perception. socrates. citizenship. italy. haircut. frustration. elated. words. obsidian. yoshi. haiku. cryptic. wall.
you know, i'm not really sure if i achieved anything just then.
i'm in the process of creating my schedule for next semester. there are so many options! and then planning the times and potentially picking teachers...and feeling slightly ripped off because if i had brought in one more credit i would be able to register like a day earlier. not that i'm bitter or anything. today is a perfect saturday for homework. and coffee. it's nasty cold outside, so i'm sitting here doing homework and blogging and listening to music and taking caffiene to the bloodstream. and i love it. minus the homework thing...except its a lot of reading. i love reading. so it goes.
wow, so, weird blog.
what do i want to say? what do you want to hear? does it matter?
my mind has been on warp-speed this week and not working efficiently or coherently even. its like one of those art projects where the paper spins and then you squirt paint onto it and it makes a cool swirling picture. one color never seems to suffice, so you put on another...then another....and another. it looks fantastic and random at the end and there is a complete lack of organization. yep, that's my brain. i keep tapping into strange areas of it that seem to only be accessible when i feel a certain way or if it is a certain time of day. are all of a person's ideas already thought and when you think of an idea you are just finally finding it in your brain and releasing it? now there's a weird concept...hmmm.
as opposed to telling you all of the stuff that's happened the past month, i'm going to write a series of words of thoughts i had or things i experienced, take what you will from it:
college. rain. flurries. squirrels. shock. separateness. caffiene. angst. literature. traveling. eyes. perception. socrates. citizenship. italy. haircut. frustration. elated. words. obsidian. yoshi. haiku. cryptic. wall.
you know, i'm not really sure if i achieved anything just then.
i'm in the process of creating my schedule for next semester. there are so many options! and then planning the times and potentially picking teachers...and feeling slightly ripped off because if i had brought in one more credit i would be able to register like a day earlier. not that i'm bitter or anything. today is a perfect saturday for homework. and coffee. it's nasty cold outside, so i'm sitting here doing homework and blogging and listening to music and taking caffiene to the bloodstream. and i love it. minus the homework thing...except its a lot of reading. i love reading. so it goes.
wow, so, weird blog.
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angie
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