8.02.2006
same old bloggy, just a new name. it was time for a change, updated to fit my ever changing mind and life. i credit the name to modest mouse, who truly captivated me from the moment i heard "the world at large", as mentioned in my previous entry.
i leave for college this month. actually, i move in three weeks from tomorrow. crazy.
i feel as if i don't move quickly, i'm going to get sucked into this massive....thing (ugh, for the lack of a better word). not quite a vortex or like, an ordinary hole, its more constricting than that. like each idle moment is gathering at my feet and slowly piling higher and higher. i need to be able to step out of this box i am waiting in before my trip to college or i think part of me will be left behind. a part of me that is crucial for my future endeavours at school. i think my biggest problem now is that my state of limbo has gotten my ability to step out of the box in a minor state of distress. now that i know what's wrong, hopefully i will make it out of the box before i head off to school.
on the (ironic, but) bright side, it stormed last night. it was amazing.
i leave for college this month. actually, i move in three weeks from tomorrow. crazy.
i feel as if i don't move quickly, i'm going to get sucked into this massive....thing (ugh, for the lack of a better word). not quite a vortex or like, an ordinary hole, its more constricting than that. like each idle moment is gathering at my feet and slowly piling higher and higher. i need to be able to step out of this box i am waiting in before my trip to college or i think part of me will be left behind. a part of me that is crucial for my future endeavours at school. i think my biggest problem now is that my state of limbo has gotten my ability to step out of the box in a minor state of distress. now that i know what's wrong, hopefully i will make it out of the box before i head off to school.
on the (ironic, but) bright side, it stormed last night. it was amazing.
